Bittersweet Chapter Eleven
Zac glared as he sat on the bus staring at his laptop. It had been a week and two days since the bus bathroom incident where he had thought of Andrea as he masturbated and it had been a week since he had tried calling Liz and she ignored his calls. Hell he had even got desperate that day and called Taylor to see if he could get a hold of Liz for him but Taylor hadn't answered.
Now Zac knew why both of them hadn't answered. According to the pictures on a celeberity gossip site, they had been on a date. A fucking date and his and Liz's children had also tagged along.
Rereading the article he felt his blood boil when he read that they looked might cozy, especially when they had went for ice cream after a game of putt-putt golf.
"Fucking bastard," he growled as he cut his computer off and shut the laptop.
"Who is a fucking bastard?" a voice filled the room and Zac turned his head to see Andrea coming to where he sat on the couch.
Zac moved away from her some and shook his head, "My brother," he stated as he looked ahead of him at the wall. Here he had felt like a shitty husband for getting off to thoughts of Andrea and yet Taylor was already trying to replace him and Liz seemed to be dumb enough to let him try.
"I take it you saw the pictures then?" Andrea asked as her eyebrow shot up. "I told you he would try to steal your family and it doesn't seem like Liz is resisting," she smirked as she moved closer to him again. "In fact I bet they have already had sex," she shrugged. "Hell I bet Liz was practically begging him for it."
Listening to Andrea he glared more but he couldn't help picturing Liz and Taylor having sex again. Liz giving him that look she had come to give Zac just before she made love to him. He felt his heart stop when he imagined Taylor kissing Liz in only the places Zac knew she liked to be kissed now.
At Zac's silence, Andrea rested a hand on his thigh, "I'm sorry she is cheating on you again," she offered as she patted his leg. "She doesn't know what a perfectly good man she has in you."
Zac laughed bitterly at Andrea's words. "I'm not a good man and for her I think I will always just be second to who she truly wants," he spat out not even bothering to move Andrea's hand from his leg.
"You should never have to be someone's second choice," Andrea told him as her hand went higher up his thigh until she let it brush across his crotch. "I would never put you second to anyone you know."
Freezing as he felt Andrea's hand brush across his cock, he hated himself as he felt himself harden just a bit. Images of his thoughts of her when he masturbated coming back into his mind.
"You have Griffin," he sighed as he turned his head to look at her. If Liz was going to let Taylor come in and replace him then maybe it wouldn't be so bad if he indulged Andrea.
Andrea brushed her hand over his crotch again, this time letting it rest right on his hard on he had forming in his jeans. "Griffin and I are just fuck buddies. He wouldn't care if I started sleeping with someone else."
Zac bit down hard on his lip and looked down at Andrea's hand resting on his hard on and his hips bucked up some. He wanted relief and right now he was pissed at Liz so he didn't care who he turned too to get relief. "Jerk me off," he told her knowing with his words he had just crossed several boundaries.
Andrea heard him and she smiled like a little kid in a candy store. "Are you sure?" she asked him as she reached over and unzipped his pants. Reaching in them he found his boxers and pulled his cock out of the slit and also out of his unzipped jeans, her hand wrapping around it.
"Just fucking jerk me off," Zac groaned as Andrea held him in her hands.
Nodding, Andrea let her hand start to move around him.
Letting his head fall back, Zac moaned out as Andrea's hand moved around him, his hips jerking up every so often. As he closed his eyes all he could see was Liz and Taylor fucking which made him angry.
"Fuck Andrea," Zac muttered as he felt something warm go over his cock and he opened his eyes, looking down. Sure enough it was like he had expected. Andrea was giving him a blow job and right now he was powerless to stop her.
Pulling her hair, he just let her go at her own pace and before he knew it he felt himself release inside of her mouth and he was surprised when she swallowed every drop he had to offer her. When she pulled away he looked at her and just smiled, feeling just a bit better.
"I have to get ready for sound check," he said as he stood up and adjusted himself back into his pants and zipping them back up. "I, umm, I'll see you tonight," he squeaked out as he left the backroom of the bus and headed to the venue. As he walked away from Andrea that was when the guilt set in. He had let another woman suck him. A woman that his wife hated and he knew it would destroy her to know what had happened.
"Why the hell do I care about her though?" Zac mused out loud as he stepped off the bus. She didn't care that her letting Taylor replace him would hurt him. Zac was convinced that he had lost Liz to Taylor. That he had lost his family.
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Liz rolled her eyes a few hours later as she sat in the back of a taxi. She had flown out to Boston today. It was where Zac's band was. She had came because she expected that Zac saw the pictures of her and Taylor from the day they had went putt-putt golfing with the kids last week.
She knew she needed to come and explain herself and that was why she had gotten into contact with the tour manager, finding out just where the band was playing Boston. When the taxi pulled up outside of the house of blues she paid the driver and got out.
"Elizabeth," a female voice called out once Liz was out of the taxi and heading towards the back of the building.
Liz turned towards the voice and smiled seeing Helen, the tour manager. Walking to where Helen was she let Helen lead her the rest of the way towards the doors.
"The show is almost over. I believe Zac is ending it tonight with that song he wrote for you last year," Helen told Liz as she opened the door and lead the way towards the curtains. Getting to them she stopped. "I really hope this goes well for you."
Liz nodded, "So do I," she said truthfully. Yes, she was still mad that Zac had been ignoring her phone calls last week but now she needed to forget that. She needed to tell Zac who she knew still had Taylor issues that nothing had happened between them that shouldn't as the article had implied.
Watching as Zac slid the guitar around his shoulders she smiled as he started to strum the familiar melody of a song she knew was about her. He had written On and On for her last year for their wedding anniversary and it had also made it on to the band's album. She had no clue though that Zac now sung the song as his solo. It kind of made her proud to know that.
As she listened to him, she let her hand go and rest on her stomach a smile forming as she did so. At least being here she could also tell Zac what she needed to tell him. News she knew would probably be much better in person. She was pregnant with their third child.
When Zac finished the song, Liz smiled wider as she watched the fans clapping for her husband. This was one thing she loved. Watching him get rewarded for what he loved doing. As he came off the stage, she moved off to the side and watched as he just walked past her, not even looking her direction.
"Zac," she called out as she followed behind him.
Stopping in his tracks as he heard Liz's voice, Zac turned around slowly and came face to face with his. "You aren't with your lover?" he asked harshly as he raised an eyebrow and crossed his arms. He knew he had no reason to be mad, especially since he too had now cheated but he was mad.
Liz shook her head no at Zac's question. "He's not..that site is utter bullshit," she told Zac as she stepped closer to him. "I wasn't on a date with Taylor and there was no lovely or romantic gestures exchanged between us."
"It sure looked like a date," Zac replied back his voice still harsh. "Andrea was right," he laughed. "Taylor is trying to steal my family and I guess your date proved that he is winning. I knew I was always second to him in your eyes," he told her before turning and walking away.
Liz frowned as she felt a few tears go down her cheeks and she went after Zac, "That's not true," she called when she caught up to him and grabbed his arm to stop him.
Zac pulled his arm out of her grasp and turned to face her, "Bullshit," he said as he locked eyes with her. "It's true and you know it. Taylor is and will always be the one you want to be with. The one you want a family with. Just admit it already."
Shaking her head, Liz sighed, "I'm not going to admit something that isn't true Zachary," she quipped using his full name. "I want a family with you. The one we have now. You and me and Jude and Emmy and our unborn child," she told him, revealing that she was pregnant.
Zac heard the last of what she said and he just looked at her, his mouth falling open. Their baby making in California had worked and she was pregnant. "Unborn child?" he asked as he raised an eyebrow.
Liz nodded at his question, "I found out two days ago that I was pregnant. I thought I had just had the stomach bug but when I went to the doctor I got other news," she smiled hoping that maybe this would end their argument for now. That Zac would calm down and she could talk to him tomorrow about everything.
"Fuck," he groaned out as he turned away from Liz and walked out to the bus, not even stopping to say anything to the fans. Liz was pregnant and claiming she hadn't cheated on him. Liz was fucking pregnant and he had cheated. He was now officially the man he had issues with. He had gone and pulled a Taylor. More so he had gone and pulled a Taylor with the same woman Taylor had hurt Liz with.
Liz stood there confused as Zac walked away from her. Shaking her head she followed after him and went onto the bus, ignoring Andrea's stare as she went after Zac. She wasn't surprised to find him sitting in the back room.
"Are you okay Zac?" she asked as she closed the door behind her and sat down next to him on the couch, when she reached it.
Turning to look at Liz when she sat down next to him, he frowned and shook his head no. "I..I messed up," he confessed so soft that he wasn't even sure she would be able to hear him. "I let Andrea give me a blow job," he told her as he felt sick and he wasn't even ashamed of the fact that he was crying right now.
Zac glared as he sat on the bus staring at his laptop. It had been a week and two days since the bus bathroom incident where he had thought of Andrea as he masturbated and it had been a week since he had tried calling Liz and she ignored his calls. Hell he had even got desperate that day and called Taylor to see if he could get a hold of Liz for him but Taylor hadn't answered.
Now Zac knew why both of them hadn't answered. According to the pictures on a celeberity gossip site, they had been on a date. A fucking date and his and Liz's children had also tagged along.
Rereading the article he felt his blood boil when he read that they looked might cozy, especially when they had went for ice cream after a game of putt-putt golf.
"Fucking bastard," he growled as he cut his computer off and shut the laptop.
"Who is a fucking bastard?" a voice filled the room and Zac turned his head to see Andrea coming to where he sat on the couch.
Zac moved away from her some and shook his head, "My brother," he stated as he looked ahead of him at the wall. Here he had felt like a shitty husband for getting off to thoughts of Andrea and yet Taylor was already trying to replace him and Liz seemed to be dumb enough to let him try.
"I take it you saw the pictures then?" Andrea asked as her eyebrow shot up. "I told you he would try to steal your family and it doesn't seem like Liz is resisting," she smirked as she moved closer to him again. "In fact I bet they have already had sex," she shrugged. "Hell I bet Liz was practically begging him for it."
Listening to Andrea he glared more but he couldn't help picturing Liz and Taylor having sex again. Liz giving him that look she had come to give Zac just before she made love to him. He felt his heart stop when he imagined Taylor kissing Liz in only the places Zac knew she liked to be kissed now.
At Zac's silence, Andrea rested a hand on his thigh, "I'm sorry she is cheating on you again," she offered as she patted his leg. "She doesn't know what a perfectly good man she has in you."
Zac laughed bitterly at Andrea's words. "I'm not a good man and for her I think I will always just be second to who she truly wants," he spat out not even bothering to move Andrea's hand from his leg.
"You should never have to be someone's second choice," Andrea told him as her hand went higher up his thigh until she let it brush across his crotch. "I would never put you second to anyone you know."
Freezing as he felt Andrea's hand brush across his cock, he hated himself as he felt himself harden just a bit. Images of his thoughts of her when he masturbated coming back into his mind.
"You have Griffin," he sighed as he turned his head to look at her. If Liz was going to let Taylor come in and replace him then maybe it wouldn't be so bad if he indulged Andrea.
Andrea brushed her hand over his crotch again, this time letting it rest right on his hard on he had forming in his jeans. "Griffin and I are just fuck buddies. He wouldn't care if I started sleeping with someone else."
Zac bit down hard on his lip and looked down at Andrea's hand resting on his hard on and his hips bucked up some. He wanted relief and right now he was pissed at Liz so he didn't care who he turned too to get relief. "Jerk me off," he told her knowing with his words he had just crossed several boundaries.
Andrea heard him and she smiled like a little kid in a candy store. "Are you sure?" she asked him as she reached over and unzipped his pants. Reaching in them he found his boxers and pulled his cock out of the slit and also out of his unzipped jeans, her hand wrapping around it.
"Just fucking jerk me off," Zac groaned as Andrea held him in her hands.
Nodding, Andrea let her hand start to move around him.
Letting his head fall back, Zac moaned out as Andrea's hand moved around him, his hips jerking up every so often. As he closed his eyes all he could see was Liz and Taylor fucking which made him angry.
"Fuck Andrea," Zac muttered as he felt something warm go over his cock and he opened his eyes, looking down. Sure enough it was like he had expected. Andrea was giving him a blow job and right now he was powerless to stop her.
Pulling her hair, he just let her go at her own pace and before he knew it he felt himself release inside of her mouth and he was surprised when she swallowed every drop he had to offer her. When she pulled away he looked at her and just smiled, feeling just a bit better.
"I have to get ready for sound check," he said as he stood up and adjusted himself back into his pants and zipping them back up. "I, umm, I'll see you tonight," he squeaked out as he left the backroom of the bus and headed to the venue. As he walked away from Andrea that was when the guilt set in. He had let another woman suck him. A woman that his wife hated and he knew it would destroy her to know what had happened.
"Why the hell do I care about her though?" Zac mused out loud as he stepped off the bus. She didn't care that her letting Taylor replace him would hurt him. Zac was convinced that he had lost Liz to Taylor. That he had lost his family.
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Liz rolled her eyes a few hours later as she sat in the back of a taxi. She had flown out to Boston today. It was where Zac's band was. She had came because she expected that Zac saw the pictures of her and Taylor from the day they had went putt-putt golfing with the kids last week.
She knew she needed to come and explain herself and that was why she had gotten into contact with the tour manager, finding out just where the band was playing Boston. When the taxi pulled up outside of the house of blues she paid the driver and got out.
"Elizabeth," a female voice called out once Liz was out of the taxi and heading towards the back of the building.
Liz turned towards the voice and smiled seeing Helen, the tour manager. Walking to where Helen was she let Helen lead her the rest of the way towards the doors.
"The show is almost over. I believe Zac is ending it tonight with that song he wrote for you last year," Helen told Liz as she opened the door and lead the way towards the curtains. Getting to them she stopped. "I really hope this goes well for you."
Liz nodded, "So do I," she said truthfully. Yes, she was still mad that Zac had been ignoring her phone calls last week but now she needed to forget that. She needed to tell Zac who she knew still had Taylor issues that nothing had happened between them that shouldn't as the article had implied.
Watching as Zac slid the guitar around his shoulders she smiled as he started to strum the familiar melody of a song she knew was about her. He had written On and On for her last year for their wedding anniversary and it had also made it on to the band's album. She had no clue though that Zac now sung the song as his solo. It kind of made her proud to know that.
As she listened to him, she let her hand go and rest on her stomach a smile forming as she did so. At least being here she could also tell Zac what she needed to tell him. News she knew would probably be much better in person. She was pregnant with their third child.
When Zac finished the song, Liz smiled wider as she watched the fans clapping for her husband. This was one thing she loved. Watching him get rewarded for what he loved doing. As he came off the stage, she moved off to the side and watched as he just walked past her, not even looking her direction.
"Zac," she called out as she followed behind him.
Stopping in his tracks as he heard Liz's voice, Zac turned around slowly and came face to face with his. "You aren't with your lover?" he asked harshly as he raised an eyebrow and crossed his arms. He knew he had no reason to be mad, especially since he too had now cheated but he was mad.
Liz shook her head no at Zac's question. "He's not..that site is utter bullshit," she told Zac as she stepped closer to him. "I wasn't on a date with Taylor and there was no lovely or romantic gestures exchanged between us."
"It sure looked like a date," Zac replied back his voice still harsh. "Andrea was right," he laughed. "Taylor is trying to steal my family and I guess your date proved that he is winning. I knew I was always second to him in your eyes," he told her before turning and walking away.
Liz frowned as she felt a few tears go down her cheeks and she went after Zac, "That's not true," she called when she caught up to him and grabbed his arm to stop him.
Zac pulled his arm out of her grasp and turned to face her, "Bullshit," he said as he locked eyes with her. "It's true and you know it. Taylor is and will always be the one you want to be with. The one you want a family with. Just admit it already."
Shaking her head, Liz sighed, "I'm not going to admit something that isn't true Zachary," she quipped using his full name. "I want a family with you. The one we have now. You and me and Jude and Emmy and our unborn child," she told him, revealing that she was pregnant.
Zac heard the last of what she said and he just looked at her, his mouth falling open. Their baby making in California had worked and she was pregnant. "Unborn child?" he asked as he raised an eyebrow.
Liz nodded at his question, "I found out two days ago that I was pregnant. I thought I had just had the stomach bug but when I went to the doctor I got other news," she smiled hoping that maybe this would end their argument for now. That Zac would calm down and she could talk to him tomorrow about everything.
"Fuck," he groaned out as he turned away from Liz and walked out to the bus, not even stopping to say anything to the fans. Liz was pregnant and claiming she hadn't cheated on him. Liz was fucking pregnant and he had cheated. He was now officially the man he had issues with. He had gone and pulled a Taylor. More so he had gone and pulled a Taylor with the same woman Taylor had hurt Liz with.
Liz stood there confused as Zac walked away from her. Shaking her head she followed after him and went onto the bus, ignoring Andrea's stare as she went after Zac. She wasn't surprised to find him sitting in the back room.
"Are you okay Zac?" she asked as she closed the door behind her and sat down next to him on the couch, when she reached it.
Turning to look at Liz when she sat down next to him, he frowned and shook his head no. "I..I messed up," he confessed so soft that he wasn't even sure she would be able to hear him. "I let Andrea give me a blow job," he told her as he felt sick and he wasn't even ashamed of the fact that he was crying right now.